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Whilst browsing on the internet for a place to stay for the w/end of the visit to Ffald-Y-Brenin, the usual questions began to impact on my initial conviction and enthusiasm; “why go?” and “I’d be better off saving the money and doing something with the family” and ‘it might be a terrible experience and do more harm than good’ etc., (this is my mind doing it’s usual questioning/making sense job!) And then quite suddenly, unconsciously, a question popped into my head, out of the blue that asked “God, why should I go? I don’t even know what to ask for?” and immediately I was TOTALLY filled with God’s presence. There was no room for doubt or more questions; I just had to feel the experience. No choice! And I heard God saying, in a kind, but firm voice one might use to a tiresome child, “O.K this is what you need, Joanna; to just FEEL my presence”And I did, absolutely. “Wow”, is all I can say and it’s not a word I use really!
It is very hard to describe the “Wow!” and what I saw and felt but I’ll try and pass it onto you; with God’s voice, reassuring me that I am a child of God and therefore should just believe in God’s love for me, bright and brilliant images filled up my mind of his ‘spirit’ coursing through my entire body via my blood, filling up my veins and heart and filtering into every part of my brain; every nerve, nerve ending and synapse and linking every part of me with him. I could see it happening in my mind as if I had been given X-ray vision to an internal process that was occurring inside me as I sat at my kitchen table. It was extraordinary, really extraordinary and I have no doubts at all now, in my refreshed mind now (thank you God!) about what to do or what to ask for which is the ability to trust and know that God is always around and will meet me when I need him most.
God knew that for me, a bit of a rational thinker and analyser (!) the only way to get past my ‘head’ was to make me feel and give me images which he most certainly did in full technicolour and 3D. It was amazing, Wish I could have given this experience to everyone!
Thank you for letting me share this with you.